STOP THE LOSER BEHAVIOR.

America this has been tough. Put your feelings to the side as I tell you this. No one cares how hard it is to build something. They only care about how quickly it can provide a benefit to them. This is a good thing.

This is true for me as well. I do not board an airplane and think about the 3,000 plus employess it took to design, engineer, and staff the plane to get me from point A to point B. Not because I do not care. I simply am not too interested in the mechanics of an airplane to spend time figuring it all out.

There's too much in life to care about. We all have our own priorities and demands. Hobbies, outputs, relationships, and responsibilities that occupy every second of our day. If I add your problems to my list of things to care about. It starts to feel like the weight of the bubble I have contstructed for my life is about to pop. Leaving me with the disappointment, while your energy transfers elsewhere. I speak from experience.

I think the interesting thing about building unparty-app is that I had no one else to blame for how difficult it has felt to complete. At some point in the process, I began to feel disconnected from the people around me. It was a bit of the end foretold in the beginning. I started this project sharing pieces of my journals on Substack. The decision behind this was that the core idea of unparty-app was to be able to extract journal entries and present patterns to the user. This would allow the user to learn about their interests and focus in a way that put them in charge of their own next steps.

The most asked question I get about unparty-app is "when does it come out." This is a good thing. However, the question I would want to be asked the most is "why are you buidling unparty-app?" It has been the most consistent aspect of this process. I am building unparty-app because I know what it is like to feel like you have no direction in life. I know what it is like to be in a room full of people as the odd man out. Where all of your mistakes are amplified and others mistakes are quickly buried and fixed. I know what it is like to struggle and feel like the world is just passing you up.

You are not behind. There is no track with ordered steps. You are seen even if you do not feel so. I think of unparty-app as a journal that shows you all the things that make you, you.