I wanted to capture the somewhat childish nature of wanting something

If you have sent me a DM on Instagram in the past two or so years, you might have noticed that the message has been left unread.

Now I admit that knowingly ignoring someone is uncouth, unbecoming, and unabashadely rude. I also know that any attempt to justify such behavior would be rather uncomfortable.

I imagine that if I stated that this was all an act of art that you might scoff or roll your eyes at the hubris of the justification. If I argued that it was personal, that I was simply proving a point, the word "asshole" might start swirling around your brain.

The most likely scenario is that none of the above are your actual reaction. You probably do not think of me at all. How I reject connection does not hold weight in your world.

I started unparty.app because I was living in a fucked up reality of myself. Thinking back to 2022 when I started letting the dream out of my head and onto a piece of paper, I was very lost in my own head. Unsure of what direction my life was heading and if I cared enough to really turn it around in a meaningful way.

I know what it is like to be lost with no paved roads to the front, tall grass to the sides, wtih a mirage to the back. It sucks.

This was 2022. So we are talking about a year and a half into the Biden administration and the future is looking a bit bleak for Black American males at this point.

A "fuck you" if you will to those that mock progress

If I stated that this was an act of art. An attempt to prove a point to those that hate. To those who think their opinions, things, and matter hold a value higher than